ICK ICK ICK

So I don't really know why but tonight I just have this huge...... DEPLOYMENT SUCKS feeling!

I am married to the most wonderful man ever! He is such a fantastic person in every way. Granted we have both made our fair share of stupid mistakes, granted we've both taken our time together for granted..... But damn it all I'm TIRED of going to bed alone every night (well just me and the dog that is.... until the 3 y/o ends up in bed w/ us at whatever 0darkhundred hour of the night she decides to join)!

Sleeping alone night after night really isn't NORMAL in a GOOD marriage. And while I'll be the FIRST to admit I do not have a perfect marriage I do have a good marriage. So what if he goes to bed before me, so what if when I go to bed he rolls over in his sleep to cuddle with me. That's what married people are suppose to do right? Go to bed and cuddle with each other? Gosh how I miss that!

My friend's DH got home THIS MORNING for R & R. I'm working a few days at a job to help her boss out so that she could take some time off. I'm so happy for her that she is able to spend this time with her husband. I know she is thankful to have him home with her if only for a few days. And, I talked to him and he's glad to be here too.... even if he is freezing his butt off LOL! Sometimes I think, "I wish that were me" but then I tell myself OH NO I DON'T there's too much time still ahead of us to have him come home now. I pray my DH will come home some time in Feb (as planned) and not earlier that way we will be at least half way through all this "sillyness" of being seperated when he goes back....

WAHOOOO celebration however...... we are down to only about 42 more garbage days! LOL too bad trash pick up isn't twice a week! ;)